I frequently struggle with trying to do way more than is actually reasonable, given my chronic health challenges. I certainly have a very wide variety of interests, and I’m deeply motivated to pursue them.
My body, however, simply doesn’t have the necessary stamina to keep up with actualizing all of my ideas, plans, goals, projects, and dreams. My response, quite frankly, is very frequently a strong sense of frustration.
I deeply resent that I fatigue so easily, due to multiple factors, and that I require frequent rest periods. I can’t help but think about all of the additional things that I could actually be accomplishing, if not for these illness-induced limitations.