It’s Monday morning again. As I contemplate another very busy week ahead, I’m struggling with feelings of resentment. I truly resent how much more difficult it’s going to be for me to accomplish what I need to do this week, due to my chronic illnesses.
Life is hard for all of us. Dealing with chronic illness makes it even harder. I typically try to count my many blessings, and to focus on what I’m still capable of doing.
However, there are days when I am just plain tired of dealing with the disruption imposed by my health problems. Today is definitely one of those days.
I deeply resent that I need to schedule yet another very painful surgery into my increasingly busy schedule. I allow myself to fully feel the way that I do. However, I don’t permit myself to get stuck there. This, too, shall pass.